FULL!

somebody always have to work hard..

2007 are in...and yet age is still growing. i find myself to be more matured in everything i do. this year i hope it will be full of blast n excitement in my life. YES!..im still with apeks..i love him with all my heart..thru ups and downs..i hope we can make through..i came through my diplomatic lecturer about us..he told us to push our self to the limits..so i wonder if i can do it?..i scored myself worked as a barista at coffee bean again..haha,just to make sure i really work hard. come to think again, why isma can do it,i cant???...nawwar is doing it too..so im a part time student and part time barista..yey!..i want to make sure that ive got all in control..me n my partner was thinking of having fun of our own...try to find a new vibe in enjoying our life. we do!..n cant wait for it..so i hope u guys can cope with ur life as im trying..Good Luck Life!

crack wut?

it's been a while since i write anything in this blog..it makes me wayy far beyond any bloggers. alia seems fucking bored since she's "bebelling" for evryone to putting some shit on the blog. i have been thinking of positively reconstruct myself. i want to left the old me. i want to stop crying for some lame stories. i want my life better than anyone. i want it. supposed it was really hard to maintain it. for my self, stucking with some bunch of people makes me realize how far can a mind of a human beings conceal. i have to leave it. things that i want to make...

1. i want to concentrate on my studies
2. i dream to have a future in fashion industries
3. black, white and neutral
4. be positive
5. i want to be a good girlfren
6. i want to stay calm
7. more hadwork
8. be moreeeee patient
9. no fights
10. keep having fun with respect

fashion today : it's hard to say but legging were so 'it'. which we can see through all stores ( high or low),some may pull it very well some are not..so here's my fav.

renungan

assalamualaikum..tak pernah pon nak tulis blog yg elok2 di bulan ramadhan ini,so..aku nak ambil berkat lah nak menulis beberapa perkara yg menjadi renungan buat aku dan rakan2.semalam..satu incident telah menyedarkan aku,semalam..aku berbuka puasa di JM nasi briyani kat ss18,kebetulan..nana jumpa ngan kawan die adrisha,comel jer tgk budak2 kecik pelok each other..seems they are really sincere in frenship..mase time makan tuh..adrisha dtg ke meja kami,die mmg frenly..tak mcm nana..malu malu kucing,mama pon tanye lah die"adrisha puasa tak?"...dalam hati aku.."ish mama nih,mesti lah tak..kan budak kecik lagi". pastu adrisha menjawab"puasa,dah lapan hari dah"..nak jer aku terjatuh dari kerusi.."mama kate.."betul ker?..lalu mama adrisha pon dtg..aunty liza.."betul ker liza anak u puasa??"..aunty liza pon jawab"yes,die nak sangat puasa..so i give it a try to her lah..tgk2 ok plak die"..setelah salam2..aku pon berfikir...

hmm..kita nih dah besar..ader jer menggunakan alasan yang bodoh untuk tidak puasa..malu sungguh dgn budak kecil..aku harap kita semua sedar bahawa..kita masih lagi sampah di sisi Allah..aku pon sedar dengan diri aku ini..mmg hina di sisinya lagi..insyaAllah.aku akan memperbetulkan diri ini..sebeblom aku mengadap Nya..amin

give me..

i need 1 hour to finish up my assignment,papa n mama are busy working with the new carpet..raya raya ray..to be continued

happy birthday sayang..

phew~..ezrina is the worst girlfren ever!..yes,this is me..i am truly sorry,..i could not make up my mind what to buy for u..i thought of buying u a cd..perhaps 3 times i walk in to the cd shop..i couldnt make up my mind...i thought of buying u an ashtray..i did..last year..cap?..no mood,lighter..=no reaction..urgh..susahnye!!..shame on me i can't think..i always have an idea when it's come to you..but this is becoming a shit of stump im my head!...

suddenly...

ezrina : sayang..i tak tau la nak belikan u ape......~~~
apeks : ala..tak kesah lah..mama u dah belanja makan pon ok dah
ezrina :.tu mama i..i tak bg pape lagi..even kad pon i tak bagi!..my God terok ye i..
apeks :( dlam hati..tau takpe...card pon takder....)
ezrina : i'm sorry sayang..i will make it up to you..i promise..
apeks : xpe..
ezrina : ha..camniela,i hadiahkan u baju nak tak??..tapi..i kene pilih design n baju tu
apeks : TAK NAK!!!!
ezrina : dalam hati( ek ele..budak nih...)..asal tak nak???
ezrina : sayang!!..u rase i takde fashion sense eh??...tolong sket!!
apeks :..no...!!..bukan mcm tu...u mesti pilih untuk i jadi mcm org tut tut!!
ezrina : mane ade!..u sesuai lah pakai mcm tu..
apeks : ye!..u nak i jadi mcm die
ezrina : what ever lah ridzwan..i dah tak suka die lah!!
apeks : hehe..gurau lah sayang, bile nak boli nih??
ezrina :dlm nada marah..lepas raya!
apeks :..hehe,ok!

sayang.....sowie..sowie bangat deh.....ngak sengaja sih~~~

favouritas

CHLOE and ZAC POSEN


spring 2007 favourite by the rest..LOOK

nice flats nice shoes

i've been searching for a nice wearable shoes and i had this conclusion that they aren't so many good choice in Malaysia..i had been wearing this sliper from bali that my sister bought for me and trust this..apek nearly swear that he's gonna throw it away..i always like flats ballerina beacause it is so comfortable as the distance to my another class are almost 1km and surely it is hell to walk plus running with those high heels or wedges..(damn people who can walk with heels) plus, there are only 2 things that i can't get a nice shoes:


1. my money kind of stuck where nice shoes = expensive + wondering to have a designer's one
2. pleshh malaysian designer...instead of jimmy choo's shoes are flying international..left for us something here..

as i was browsing through the web..i,ve kinda pick up some nice shoes to wondering...

guys LOVE BJ...n so do I

I LOVE BETSEY..!
ME LOVE BETSEY..!
SAYA LOVE BETSEY..!
U GUYS MUST LIKE HER...BETSEY...!
AND SO DO I..LOVE BETSEY..!
how can't i not admire betsey johnson????...i wish to work with her someday,i will find her..haha,she makes all of her things beautiffuly plus all of the catwalk was such an" avant grand"..i pick up some of her collection which i really like and guys..i really like it all..it was tremendolous..