~GALLERY~

FULL!

2007-01-23T05:57:00.000-08:00

somebody always have to work hard..

2007-01-07T00:26:00.000-08:00

2007 are in...and yet age is still growing. i find myself to be more matured in everything i do. this year i hope it will be full of blast n excitement in my life. YES!..im still with apeks..i love him with all my heart..thru ups and downs..i hope we can make through..i came through my diplomatic lecturer about us..he told us to push our self to the limits..so i wonder if i can do it?..i scored myself worked as a barista at coffee bean again..haha,just to make sure i really work hard. come to think again, why isma can do it,i cant???...nawwar is doing it too..so im a part time student and part time barista..yey!..i want to make sure that ive got all in control..me n my partner was thinking of having fun of our own...try to find a new vibe in enjoying our life. we do!..n cant wait for it..so i hope u guys can cope with ur life as im trying..Good Luck Life!

crack wut?

2006-12-09T09:04:00.000-08:00

it's been a while since i write anything in this blog..it makes me wayy far beyond any bloggers. alia seems fucking bored since she's "bebelling" for evryone to putting some shit on the blog. i have been thinking of positively reconstruct myself. i want to left the old me. i want to stop crying for some lame stories. i want my life better than anyone. i want it. supposed it was really hard to maintain it. for my self, stucking with some bunch of people makes me realize how far can a mind of a human beings conceal. i have to leave it. things that i want to make...

i want to concentrate on my studies
i dream to have a future in fashion industries
black, white and neutral
be positive
i want to be a good girlfren
i want to stay calm
more hadwork
be moreeeee patient
no fights
keep having fun with respect

fashion today : it's hard to say but legging were so 'it'. which we can see through all stores ( high or low),some may pull it very well some are not..so here's my fav.

renungan

2006-10-15T00:12:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum..tak pernah pon nak tulis blog yg elok2 di bulan ramadhan ini,so..aku nak ambil berkat lah nak menulis beberapa perkara yg menjadi renungan buat aku dan rakan2.semalam..satu incident telah menyedarkan aku,semalam..aku berbuka puasa di JM nasi briyani kat ss18,kebetulan..nana jumpa ngan kawan die adrisha,comel jer tgk budak2 kecik pelok each other..seems they are really sincere in frenship..mase time makan tuh..adrisha dtg ke meja kami,die mmg frenly..tak mcm nana..malu malu kucing,mama pon tanye lah die"adrisha puasa tak?"...dalam hati aku.."ish mama nih,mesti lah tak..kan budak kecik lagi". pastu adrisha menjawab"puasa,dah lapan hari dah"..nak jer aku terjatuh dari kerusi.."mama kate.."betul ker?..lalu mama adrisha pon dtg..aunty liza.."betul ker liza anak u puasa??"..aunty liza pon jawab"yes,die nak sangat puasa..so i give it a try to her lah..tgk2 ok plak die"..setelah salam2..aku pon berfikir...

hmm..kita nih dah besar..ader jer menggunakan alasan yang bodoh untuk tidak puasa..malu sungguh dgn budak kecil..aku harap kita semua sedar bahawa..kita masih lagi sampah di sisi Allah..aku pon sedar dengan diri aku ini..mmg hina di sisinya lagi..insyaAllah.aku akan memperbetulkan diri ini..sebeblom aku mengadap Nya..amin

give me..

2006-10-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

i need 1 hour to finish up my assignment,papa n mama are busy working with the new carpet..raya raya ray..to be continued

happy birthday sayang..

2006-10-09T10:51:00.000-07:00

phew~..ezrina is the worst girlfren ever!..yes,this is me..i am truly sorry,..i could not make up my mind what to buy for u..i thought of buying u a cd..perhaps 3 times i walk in to the cd shop..i couldnt make up my mind...i thought of buying u an ashtray..i did..last year..cap?..no mood,lighter..=no reaction..urgh..susahnye!!..shame on me i can't think..i always have an idea when it's come to you..but this is becoming a shit of stump im my head!...

suddenly...

ezrina : sayang..i tak tau la nak belikan u ape......~~~
apeks : ala..tak kesah lah..mama u dah belanja makan pon ok dah
ezrina :.tu mama i..i tak bg pape lagi..even kad pon i tak bagi!..my God terok ye i..
apeks :( dlam hati..tau takpe...card pon takder....)
ezrina : i'm sorry sayang..i will make it up to you..i promise..
apeks : xpe..
ezrina : ha..camniela,i hadiahkan u baju nak tak??..tapi..i kene pilih design n baju tu
apeks : TAK NAK!!!!
ezrina : dalam hati( ek ele..budak nih...)..asal tak nak???
ezrina : sayang!!..u rase i takde fashion sense eh??...tolong sket!!
apeks :..no...!!..bukan mcm tu...u mesti pilih untuk i jadi mcm org tut tut!!
ezrina : mane ade!..u sesuai lah pakai mcm tu..
apeks : ye!..u nak i jadi mcm die
ezrina : what ever lah ridzwan..i dah tak suka die lah!!
apeks : hehe..gurau lah sayang, bile nak boli nih??
ezrina :dlm nada marah..lepas raya!
apeks :..hehe,ok!

sayang.....sowie..sowie bangat deh.....ngak sengaja sih~~~

favouritas

2006-10-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

CHLOE and ZAC POSEN

spring 2007 favourite by the rest..LOOK

nice flats nice shoes

2006-10-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

i've been searching for a nice wearable shoes and i had this conclusion that they aren't so many good choice in Malaysia..i had been wearing this sliper from bali that my sister bought for me and trust this..apek nearly swear that he's gonna throw it away..i always like flats ballerina beacause it is so comfortable as the distance to my another class are almost 1km and surely it is hell to walk plus running with those high heels or wedges..(damn people who can walk with heels) plus, there are only 2 things that i can't get a nice shoes:

1. my money kind of stuck where nice shoes = expensive + wondering to have a designer's one
2. pleshh malaysian designer...instead of jimmy choo's shoes are flying international..left for us something here..

as i was browsing through the web..i,ve kinda pick up some nice shoes to wondering...

guys LOVE BJ...n so do I

2006-09-29T10:47:00.000-07:00

I LOVE BETSEY..!
ME LOVE BETSEY..!
SAYA LOVE BETSEY..!
U GUYS MUST LIKE HER...BETSEY...!
AND SO DO I..LOVE BETSEY..!
how can't i not admire betsey johnson????...i wish to work with her someday,i will find her..haha,she makes all of her things beautiffuly plus all of the catwalk was such an" avant grand"..i pick up some of her collection which i really like and guys..i really like it all..it was tremendolous..

thank god!

2006-09-26T08:44:00.000-07:00

EVERYONE IS STUDYING........
THANK GOD FOR GIVING US THE TIME.....

MEMBERS INCLUDING..

WALAA
EZRINA
NADIA
APEK

p/s:minum mane pas ni????

since when sorry is not enough and seems to be the hardest word?

2006-09-21T10:22:00.000-07:00

a few things that will set as an advice.......

azita : i hope u will take care of urself,i know u are a strong person but sometimes asking people to respect u will not be easy if u don't respect urself..azita,telan jer ego itu kerana ia tidak menggemukan..we all care about you..take care yer,i worried about u

nadia :Throughout life people will make you mad.Disrespect you and treat you bad.Let God deal with the things they do.Cause hate in your heart will consume you too.Always tell the truth say your prayers.Hold doors pull out chairs easy on the swears.Youre living proof that dreams do come true.I love you and Im here for you.

farah : u're such a good fren but sometimes it's ok to say the truth to help a friend indeed..heart u

amar : kelas history of "US" still open..join la aku,u will know better about OJIBWA..bukan OSIM la ngek!

alia : what u did was honest and i wish u all the best in aussie nnt,mau tgk ur rambut strawberry

kimy : anda telah mendissapointedkan 3 warga bola sepak cyberheight setelah bukan barcelona vs chealsea yesterday..

ridzwan : enough lah ngan football and futsal..

not : keep our blog rockin', next event pd..nnt kite story

walaa :aku hope we keep our tradition by memakai cermin mata time malam..tolong lah wehhhh~~~

last but not least....

MYSELF : NOBODY IS PERFECT..I'M SORRY IF THIS POST MAKES U PEOPLE UNHAPPY..IT IS JUST AN EXPRESS OF FEELINGS TO THE ONES I CARE ABOUT..NO OFFENCE..IM TRULY SORRY IF I DID ANYTHING WRONG..

BHD 9505 terselamat daripada terjatuh ke dalam longkang

2006-09-21T09:40:00.000-07:00

there were a lot of things had happen mentally and emotionally within this week, one more week with the same agenda..i will be dead!,but hey?..it's a part of my life that i have to deal with..this morning,while entering comm. theory class,i had prepared the things that Dr. Saodah will be lecturing..sitting in the first row sometimes make me think properly and understood more of what's all the lecture are for,then suddenly she called the members of group 2 which happens to be my group,i was hoping somehow one of my members will raise up their hands..looking around..im the only one who were present at that time,sangat berat..aku pun mengangkat tangan,she handed me The News Straits Times n/paper.i was "really" hoping this is not a presentation..YES!..this is not,she just wanted us to read the heading of all the n/paper that she had been distributing to all the groups..lecture+1000 times..it's 12.50..times up,i took my place at the hs square to prepare my next presentation.while i was preparing for my presentation,isma came up to me and told this scary story..which i don't want to write about it.i hope the person whose involve in this,please do something..1.55pm,i rushed to my class..and opps,before that..kepada ridzwan:saya tak makan pineapple sayang,awak dan saya sudah mahu 4thn..takkan itu pon ngak tahu..ok,while waiting for my turn to present..i received an sms sounds.."sayang..nnt kite pegi vote eh?..my ic is at u"(hmm,mengundi eh?..)bla bla bla.tak sempat nak present..postponed to next week..bodoh tul!..pegi mengundi..i vote this international student,she was a friend of mine..the rest was like urghh..went to my car,i was so afraid that my car akan terjatuh ke bawah,because i parked my car dekat bukit yg amat curam,i know i can do this..so i decided to ask apek to drive my car,when he put down the handbrake,the car was like slowly sliding down the hills(my heart was like pumping and i screamed..matilah kite mcm org haritu..(dlm paper)..i was started to cry..and ridzwan was like laughing and ask me to calm down..apek berjaya naikkan kereta itu..yey!..i've sent apek to class and went home to pick up my sister..what a day!

hee..hoo..history..damn it! n sorry Not

2006-09-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

yes!..after receiving an alarm testimonial from Not reminding me abt the blog..ive decided to write a FEW things that are happenned or will happen. i have to say that dis week is really sux and damn it there's A LOTTTT, i mean A LOT of shit hell work..assignment and presentation..!..and still i have the tendency to chose "Not To Worry-Relationship in time management" as the topic of my assignment.BLAH!!..tommorow i have this killer test in History Of United States where i wanted to say sorry to my sayang (for following me up and down the stairs..)..nadia...(patiently hearing me complaining about the name of the tribes which i CAN'T remember..wtf?!.after all.all they can find is my stupid sketches..urgh..but,tonight..finally,i chose to have this tribe where it's sounds "krengg" to me..GO OJIBWA!..sayang,seriousnyerr awak study Modoc, and don't worry..i will kill those mosquito that bites u,don't cry2..nnt i panggil epy chat ngan u ok??...BACK TO BASIC, sorry Not..i can entertain u with my blog 2nite..i can hear my paper(OJIBWA) are calling me for exam 2morrow..i love u people!

secret heart

2006-09-13T02:51:00.000-07:00

Secret heart
What are you made of
What are you so afraid of
Could it be
Three simple words
Or the fear of being overheard
What's wrong
Let em' in on your secret heart
Secret Heart
Why so mysterious Why so sacred Why so serious
Maybe you're Just acting tough
Maybe you're just not man enough
What's wrongLet em' in on your secret heart
This very secret
That you're trying to conceal
Is the very same one
That You're dying to reveal
Go tell her how you feel
Secret heart come out and share it
This loneliness, few can bear it
Could it help, something to do with
Admitting that you just can't go through it alone
Let em' in on your secret heart

lazy wednesday

2006-09-12T23:52:00.000-07:00

oh well,marketing class today...i decided not to go as usual. the class were so bored even i can't stand laughing seeing apeks drooling..where the video screening faces is coming back to haunt him...so,here it all begin..started to think about the "pisang goreng" at Uniten..omg!..hungry hungry..

but before that, what shall i do before everyone comes back home....thinking of?????

basuh baju yg belambak gile..
assignment & presentation
watch The Hills (stupid i miss the last episode)
clean this room where nadia n i think the condition of this room is like jemaah haji waiting for their flight that delayed for alooooooggggg time
sleep..(this one shud come 1st)
.....................
joining azita's grp discussion outside
maybe i shall take a bath.....

Do what I should..Try to stay busy..Your face is all I see..Again and again and again.